February 2011
I've chosen to hide from cameras for a while
So I can focus,
work hard,
and hold myself from being anymore big-headed than I already am.
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My time to shine
is still a long way to go from here,
But I never EVER let myself think it’s impossible
Tumblr about Life
not
Life about Tumblr
January 2011
Pictures
pictures of what used to be.
pictures of you lovin’ me.
I’m so sorry I took you for granted.
But we’ll have to be strong after this.
No seriously,
i can’t sleep. talk to me? :/
aim? :]
wesleyspretzels
Expectations & Standards
you shouldn’t have any in the first place,
Love is unconditional.
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Bro, you'll never get a girlfriend
If you keep up that ‘flirt when I hurt’ attitude of yours.
I love the fact you stand up for what you know...
sometimes I lack in that area. help me to be stronger, yeah?
:]
Scared
Very
My boy @WarrenAguilar's "Erupt" video is gonna...
itskid:
Make sure to follow & stay updated w/ Warren on Tumblr & tune in to his youtube @ http://www.youtube.com/warrenaguilar on Sunday!
And if you don’t have any, It’ll slap you til you grow some,
and then the rest of the slap will blow it off.
I freakin' cried
when someone told me to ‘follow’ them on facebook.
wtheck :[
baby i miss you :[
</3
rayson said i got fat
<rage!>
She is worth it.
troubles are no trouble at all for her.
300 GB hard drive
Is now on my netbook. LOL.
this is amazing.
now i’ll get my 50 GB HDD and then install XP on it,
then boot from USB.
DONT YOU COMPUTER GEEKS THINK BOOTING FROM USB IS LEGIT
ESPECIALLY WHEN IT’S CONNECTED INTO TWO USB PORTS?!
xD
Today
Was so good, i don’t even wanna blog about it.
Goodnight! <3
the number of my followers
aint all that important to me.
maybe in reality ive gained only such a handful of friends out of them.
I got a date tomorrow ;]
mwahaha
Working on Remaking "Pictures"
for music video purposes.
chorus was too long
drums were too repetitive
not vocal wasn’t clean
too many unnatural sounds
be ready. :]
Planning on doing a Music Video VERY soon.
I Need:
Makeup artist
Leading Lady
Backing Lady
Backing Male
A crew I need to train to my needs,
and a few people with laptops.
HIT ME UP IF YOURE IN SFV/SCV
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I don't eat rice.
Video Games.
NUBS, NOOBS, N00bS,
L33T, L337, PRAW,
:x
I'm to prideful to show people I care for them.
the best of the best of my friends, will know I do even I don’t mention it.
I’m down for them,
they’re down for me.♥
Valentine's day usually isn't my day.
But She’ll make it worthwhile and wonderful.
I don’t need a card, chocolate, or roses.
but she might. LOL <3
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To sleep before 12
mkay.
im a happy camper now guys. :]
The best part about the disagreements, are the understandings afterwards ♥
Looking stupid is the last thing to worry about...
I’d rather look stupid and stop fighting, instead of looking like I’m fine, and everything’s wrong.
Are you still mad because you don’t wanna look stupid? Looking stupid doesn’t matter right now.
I’m not even mad at you. I’m more mad at myself than anything else. I wanna dissappear so bad right now.
Is there always gonna be something wrong with me, when...
Maybe if I could disappear.
for a day.
And Ting Ting,
You’re friend’s a fucking retard for ruining my day, If he or she reads this,
I hope they know they’re such big heroes.
No one, absolutely no one
call me/text me/IM me/Message me
today.
I won’t answer, phone will remain off.
IM’s, I will 100% ignore them,
Messages on tumblr/facebook, I’ll read them tomorrow.
I’m gonna sleep all day.
no food, no nothing.
I rarely cuss.
but, FUCK YOU INSECURITIES.
why can’t you go away like a person in my life?
I know i’ll never be over you,
but you come back like a cold.
please, i beg you,
i’m not stronger than you, and please just leave me be
One more for tonight,
You don’t have to taste the poison to realize it’s poison.
I haven't been myself lately.
I’ve been losing myself in the work,
the vices,
the pleasures of this world.
now im back to self-discipline,
and work that i enjoy…
If I’m ever gonna plan on going somewhere with what i do,
I have to completely make myself into the best of my potential.
I had the weirdest weight fluxuation last weekend
from 158
now im back to my normal 140.
People said they noticed.
its prolly because i had swollen lymph nodes.
Damn cold viruses. It was weird…
I had a double chin,
and warren told me i look like im think again..
and im healing… so my lymph nodes may be interfering with my weight..